: Depressed :

Actually already plan to stop blogging .
No time for it, and i dont have the passion to continue with it .
things happen recently,
just hurt me alot.

the one i like,
not the one who like me,

books that i should study,
already dont look like the book i familiar with,

house that i live,
dont look like the house i dream for.

everything just come together.
suddenly realise too many things,
that i cannot accept.

cannot accept the fact that i am a stupid guy
cannot accept the fact that i just cannot get into them
cannot accept i changed alot
cannot accept i lost myself

im already not the May intake Foo Shen
i dont even know where he is now
i trying hard to find him back,
but things just wont come back
time flies

you,
i really dont understand  why you will behave like that
although im not a super good guy
super kind
super hardworking
why you must treat me like that?
i step on your tail?
i know i didnt

you, i really miss you,
there's a super huge gap between me and you
i really wanna get close to you
but just seem like imposible
everyone ask me to give up
everyone
i dont know what to do