: Depressed :

Actually already plan to stop blogging .
No time for it, and i dont have the passion to continue with it .
things happen recently,
just hurt me alot.

the one i like,
not the one who like me,

books that i should study,
already dont look like the book i familiar with,

house that i live,
dont look like the house i dream for.

everything just come together.
suddenly realise too many things,
that i cannot accept.

cannot accept the fact that i am a stupid guy
cannot accept the fact that i just cannot get into them
cannot accept i changed alot
cannot accept i lost myself

im already not the May intake Foo Shen
i dont even know where he is now
i trying hard to find him back,
but things just wont come back
time flies

you,
i really dont understand  why you will behave like that
although im not a super good guy
super kind
super hardworking
why you must treat me like that?
i step on your tail?
i know i didnt

you, i really miss you,
there's a super huge gap between me and you
i really wanna get close to you
but just seem like imposible
everyone ask me to give up
everyone
i dont know what to do

= Im home =

weee ,
finally im home !
basically this look like a one month holiday for me,
but actually it isnt larr sobs,

plenty of past year paper waiting for me,
plenty of notes need to revise,
too many things need to catch up,
computing course work,
holly cow iskkkk.

just sharing some funny thing before i back to ipoh ,
well i just tried bowling for the 1st time in my life buahaha,
yala yala kampung boy larr ,
everything first time !

but my score beat kl guy okie !!
for 1st time , no bad adi LOL
tried snooker also !!
harder than pool alot , but nicer to play seriously =D

Going back with 3 leng luissss
cover cukup cukup when i snapping them haha
4 people things already need 2 bench O.O
train delay from 2.55pm to 6pm =.=
damn express rakyat ,
finally end up with refund and we take ETS
weeee

have fun in your holiday =)

= AfTer Exam =

Eh chatting with my sister remind me bout my blog ,
lols,
suddenly only remember i got so many thing to write,
so many thing i can post,
so many photo in my phone waiting me to upload .
=D
chill chill one by one !

Start from the earliest part ! the dying part !
My exam.

My final only 3 days,
start with general paper with pure maths,
which is still okay for me to study that night.

Followed by the second day,
the worst day in my life,
physic , computing , and applied maths 3 subject 1 shot.
even in SPM i never study untill 4am plus.
tension like shyt that night.

then the last day is only chemistry,
chemistry actually is the subject i revised the most,
at home,
libry,
in hall,
but when i took the paper,
i was like never study chemistry before.
it was freaking hard ,

well, 28marks
scholar gone !

i guess the money tarc saved,
can buy new bus eh?
or aeroplane i guess? Lols

overall, i result consider still ok lar,

gp - going to drop one, as long as dont fail , i dont give a damn
i got 52, lols

physic - my class only 6 pass i guess, heard plenty of people fail also,
it is hard but for sure not like chemi,
well i survived , 48
quite happy lecturer mentioned my name in the hall cause im the only one
getting the highest mark question full mark correct =)

computing - need to say thankiu to mr.chik my computing lecturer,
he is the one giving us some tips for computing paper =)
survivied , 94

maths - pure maths is like shyt
i admit i cannot do some question ,
and i deserve to get that mark, i saw my class mate all getting
40+ or 30 smth, and i only manage to get 30 ,
the question i leave blank already 15 mark ,
dont blame, im the noob.
30/50 only.

still waiting for applied maths.
bless me

exam time .

botak soonnn

next case ~!
my friend ashveen birthday ,
going out with him to changkat sutra pub .
well im totally shock when his friend brought 1 chivas
summore shock when heard the price ,
ahem : 30 bucks each please
starting our journey ! 7.46pm
leaving for changkat !

inside deco not bad arrr LOL

reach Mist club =D , 11.00 smth only
club still empty that time, we're just quite early there.

 leaving ! 12.51 !
cz friday class start at 8am ! we're good boy !!
but the sad things is ~ the hot chicks just arrived when we leaving
WTF !

short vid in the club , still erly , took it while 11 smtg like that =)
So thats it ! =)
happy holiday !

= Aww Damn =

Damn, exam coming
Damn, i fail my Malaysian Study with C-
Damn, i have to resit Malaysian Study
Damn, too many things to memorize in Chemistry
Damn, I left my Pencilcase in CITC !!!!
Damn, Chong Foo Shen you noob !

Boleh pandai sikit tak?
Boleh rajin sikit tak?
Boleh hidup tanpa internet tak?

Minta maaf banyak banyak, i cannot.
But im trying really hard,
trust me, and give me some time.

Haih, my pencilcase,
u kat mane?
Rasa sejuk tak kat CITC?
='( soriii

Jangan lah missing,
i got plenty of thingy inside,
all my g2, ruler rubber calculator,
T.T

p/s : exam days sucks

= Futsal =

Owyeah futsal day !

I skip applied maths and go for futsal,
when i feel guilty,
i look at this picture,
i know make a 'coright'
decision !

because he is my dumb lecturer !

well, after we change,
suddenly start to rain,
ow man, dun la
then my friend sara say play pool summore,
alah, then we just dont care and walk to futsal court lar.

then start playing,
although raining !

this is sooooooooooo fun
everyone enjoy themselves.
list them one by one,

=My self Fooshen=  > noob kena bully
=Sum= > pro futsal player, keep on score
=Muhesh= > always partner with melvin bully player
=Sathesh= > tiny but powerful
=Ashveen= > spiderman, super goal keeper
=Song Zhi= > crazy peneng kia, nightmare play with him
=Melvin= > Sapu score kao kao
=Sara= > Challenge everyone in free kick, another pro spiderman

one more ! =xinvey=
she's not playing,
just sit aside and hold her blue umbrella
*finally patah by spiderman sara* LOL
she's the camera holder !
snap !

nampak saya? =X

thats all !! nice day ! love you all =)

= Im Stupid =

Today went badminton with my classmates , Not really playing well,
I can only win when my friend name Sara with me -___-
Not really ada ohm today i guess.

Suddenly halfway playing,
A girl caught my attention ,
Really wish to know her,
Some more give Sara and my friend Sum and gang of friend force,
I approach her,
And talk to her.


Cannot really remember everything, i brieflly say abit lar

Hello , hi
May i know you?
(well actually some in chinese, i make it easy i translate to english lar)
I saw ur do gym upstair and i wish to be friend with you *shy*
She also just smile.

Then i asked her,
what she studying,
how long she need to study,
then she ask me back,
what i studying,
when intake,
and she tell me she already studying 1 year plus already,

mean 1991 .
and she tell me
she will do gym every tuesday
well,
the most important moment,

i am so freaking nervous,
in my brain,
so many thing that i should ask,
i forgot to ask

i forgot to tell her my name
i forgot to ask her her name
i forgot to ask her facebook

what i asked?
erm, may i have your number?

fuck lar, retard also know she wont give me so easy la

she say,
sorry ar, i cannot give you wor
*die*

after reject me,
she still standing there you know,
wtf i go inside myself and leaving her,
i no balls at all

i finished badminton at 6pm,
me and my gang of friend
stand outside the sport complex door
untill 6.30 + waiting her
i just wish to say sorry for frightening her,
and asked her name of course
but she never appear

end up with tossing coin
i lose, i go up to gym there,
once i open the door,
i saw her ngam ngam walk up to another stair and going up,
just if i get there earlier 1 minute,
just 1 minute

Im stupid , im idiot
i no balls.

yellow shirt .

= Du.Lan =

Today i heard my friend nicholas say,

about roti tissue,

feel like trying then,

just now about 12am like that

i asked my roommate accompany me

go nearby mamak makan

then fucking met his gang of friend again

fucking my roommate wanna sit with them again

already happen few times before

sit there like sohai and dont talk to anyone cause i dont even know them

well happen today again

but this time different abit

i dont act anymore

i directly show on my face that im not happy with it

and i dont even say a word for the whole hour

come on

common sense la

if i ask you to sit with gang of strangers 

you will feel comfortable?

you will feel like eating?

still always say you damn sing muk?

think har la

i ordered sirap ice

just sirap ice

till the end

i paid

that all

i walked away

i dont even fucking care to say bye bye

i just walked away

screw you all,

screw you chip